As a technologist, and an aspiring author, artist, poet, publisher, I’d have to say the biggest dilemma I face is deciding whether to stay abreast of the latest whatever or focus on my projects. No kidding, I bet on a daily basis I come across at least ten articles to read and two or three themes that require additional investigation.

However, the mysteries of our minds, our subconscious, and our free will continue to confront the same truism. Only those who are able to rid themselves of all distractions and apply the strictest dedication to their selected tasks are the ones that break through and achieve the celebrity or success they desire.

A while back I started to use Twitter as a pressure release valve for this information overload. Whenever I came across something appealing or interesting, or requesting my attention, I simply posted it to Twitter and tried to bring my attention back to where it needed to be. That strategy works pretty well, at least until I find the next shiny new article full of the promise to complete the puzzle I have in my head. Actually, it’s more like puzzles.

You see, I have these theories, and they’re nearly complete. They are just not fleshed out enough to be able to document them with enough authority for them to gain traction. Although, to be honest, when I look at other successful technologists they have some distinct advantages. First, they are not crippled my a chronic disease. It’s cruel but true, while my body is ravaged by Crohn’s, my mind remains clear and active. Second, they are not stranded on a island in the middle of the ocean. Ideas are like plants. They require the cross pollination that only comes from frequent contact with other deep thinkers. Unfortunately due to the oppressive force of zero-sum thinking in Puerto Rico, there is absolutely no meetings of smart people doing interesting things.

I’ve got one other disadvantage (well, it’s really a blessing). I’ve decided to be a home maker for my wife and our three daughters. Which as my good friend Gil tells me, places me in a really unique position. There are many resources available if you want to be an entrepreneur, a freelancer, or an artist, but I’m basically making things up as I go. For there is no play book for an expatriate living in Puerto Rico, disabled by Crohn’s, home maker, who wants to heal the world. I guess that’s the reason I’m so tempted by each shiny new article to come out; I’m hoping it holds some information that can help me navigate these uncharted waters.